Thursday, October 19, 2006

one day at a time

last night i just about had a breakdown.
i have been on the phone with different people in the past two days and put on hold so many times....i really hate waiting "to speak to a representative"! i talked to...
my dr office (total time:45 min)
calebs dr (3 phone calls- for his circumcision that he still needs)
time warner (our digital phone service is not allowing incoming calls)
housing management (our freezer is not freezing the food)
anyway, i was making red beans and rice from scratch. i even bought a smoked pork neck bone to add for flavor. it had been cooking all day. bryan came home and it was smelling so good. i had left it boiling (for what seemed like not that long) and then i got on the phone with time warner. next thing i knew bryan comes walking in the living room looking like his best friend died. he tells me then that the beans were BURNT! i was so pissed!
then he tries to cheer me up by telling me that there is a possibility that we may be going to Virginia. so yea, normally i would be excited about that, but i just got used to the idea of us staying here and starting my training to become a doula....now we are moving? i was not very thrilled, but also know better than to take those things too seriously, because they can change at the drop of a hat!
so today i am really trying to have abetter outlook. we are going to get out (my dr appt) and try to find something fun to do.
aren't I just one bright ray of sunshine???

Saturday, June 10, 2006

its been a long time

since i have blogged. i (we-all three of us) are doing well. we all miss bryan like crazy, but know he will be home soon. he has already been gone almost 3 months!!! it does not seem like its been that long! but it has and he is ready to come back. (naturally) he should come home mid september or early october. either way i hope that he is here in time for garetts first birthday.

garett is getting so big and he is going to be a comedian. he loves to do things and look at everyones reaction. he says no to everything.

me: garett, do you like candy?
garett: no
me: garett, do you say no to everything?
garett: no.
me: garett, do you like that food you are eating?
garett: no.


he says it very matter-of-fact-ly. its pretty funny! he has an obsession with throwing things too. he throws everything he gets his hands on! it drives me crazy. i think hes going to be really good at sports.

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

in my head

listening to: the today show and bryan cooking us breakfast
thinking about: the cart cover i need to make for bryans aunt
looking forward to: my ultrasound
wishing: things in life could be as easy as they seem before they happen
loving: my new maternity clothes from old navy :)
want: to go to sephora in the mall so i can use my gift card shana gave me about 2 months ago!

Thursday, February 16, 2006

oh i forgot!

Happy Birthday to my lil sis and Rhonda! Rhonda, hope you are having a blast in Vegas! I will see you soon girls!

i also saw the babys heartbeat! it was just amazing that i really am pregnant again! i just cant believe that there is a tiny baby in there! AGAIN!

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

02.15.06

well, i had an awesome valentines day! i came home from work, came in the back door to find my honey had a dozen red roses, chocolate truffles and a beanie baby valentines day mouse. It was so sweet. and naturally my hormones took over and i cried! he was up stairs taking a shower so i went up there, opened the door and just stood there. he looked out the shower curtain and saw my tears on my face. he said "hey baby. i love you" it was so sweet! i told him thank you and how much i appreciated it. I am so happy we had this last holiday together before he leaves. Gosh i am going to miss him!

Sunday, January 22, 2006

whew....

knock on wood... not much nausea for two days now!
i hope my body is adjusting to having a baby in there!
my first appointment is on thursday and i cant wait to see
my baby and its lil heart beating! :)

Sunday, January 15, 2006

01.15.06

i am really excited... i think we are going to be going to alabama in march before bryan goes to iraq! i cant wait because my family has not seen him since the beginning of 2004! everytime i go home i am alone or have had garett with me! anyway, i miss my family like crazy and have not been home with my new family as a whole yet! *hoping it all works out* I hope that bryans family is not too upset that we are not going there this time. *sigh*

random thoughts. . . . .

feeling a little chunky
but whats for dinner?
love that lil boy in the other room
hearburn
diaper change!
needing a hair cut and style!

*dont ask!*